Texto escrito por mim em Fevereiro de 2000, mas interessante como podia perfeitamente ser escrito por mim hoje....na altura ainda não tinha blog e não publiquei

What can I say if I can't explain what I feel
There's nothing I can do
I feel empty and I can't express my feelings
I try to speak
but from my mouth nothing cames out....
just silence, a big silence
I cry and I want to scream
but nobody hear
because it's just silence
I could still pretending
for a long time
but I won't be happy for that
it will be just silence again
and when I 'll think I'm ok
I wouldn't be
because I hadn't ask for help
and when I try to ask
nobody hear
I'm sad and lonely in that pain
I feel empty
because I miss one of the most important person in my life
I MISS HER....I MISS MY GRANDMOTHER....TOO MUCH
And it's just silence...everything quiet........